Numbness:

After a day of brisk activity..scooting down stairs, sipping tea on the run and collecting materials due for weeks..feeling just numb now..so writing on numbness

so how am i feelin?well its one of those rare occasions when i feel xactly nothing..emptiness had never a better definition n xample..my numbness has got nothing to do wid words like sad, melancholy, brooding.. its just that the inside of me is soundless...there is simply the absence of thought,feeling,questioning,planning, agreeing,crossing ... Its just quietness..n Linkin Park isnt helping much...

I am feeling like an empty room with a radio ON inside..

Have you ever felt a similar way? Was it as strange as mine?? Strange I say..because..while presence of worries makes me panic..the absence of it is making me restless.!!!Today wasn't an important day at all..it was just typical..am I desperately in need of some sorta "breaking news"?

May be this is the "standby" mode of my operating system..I am not sleepy..had a gr8 dinner, chatted with a few friends..and again the same feeling is encircling me..cloudy n clumsy. Will a nights sleep help me get over it?

Well lets see..Good Night

Faka timer kotha

Ekhon ektu time pachi..tai onek kotha moneo asche..erpor sob kotha electric field lines, transmission wire r wireless communication er modhe jorie bose thakbe..Xam times are strange arent they?? They make u get lost in stuff that you would run away from after those 3 hours, may never again come acroos in lyf and become totally insignificant..like i once studied engineering drawing..godd..wud talk about those sessions later.. But yet..before the xam of it..I prayed to god that I wudnt want nething from him if I do good init!!

Poor God..i wonder what software he runs to process such requests..

My First Blog..or an attempt at it..

Well heres my first piece of writing a blog..dunno whoz goinna read it..dats y I didnt start at it previously coz i keep myself away from fruitless endeavors. But standing here..or well sitting before my laptop..i think its often great to tweet alone ..even if no one bothers to read it at all..at least I can vent the cacophony inside my head (n start a headache in some one elses..).
Lemme tell u the first thing..dont xpect me to be abiding by golden rules of anything..language, topic or ideas..This is my breathing space.. and u can surely add your carbon dioxide here!! Bangla hindi r eengrajee te misiye likte parlei valo hoi..karon xpress kora niye kotha..r ha..xcuse me 4 d sms trmnolgs...i hp evr1 undrstnds dm nw!!
R ki..suru hoye jai.. online soliloquy ..roj ja mathay asbe tai likbo..